Mind games
Brownlee says those dark moments are “part of being an endurance athlete,” adding, “I have to work my way through them. Most of the time in a race I’m pushing hard to get the best out of myself and not getting distracted about feeling uncomfortable, or being too hot or too cold, or my legs hurting. If I start thinking about other things, like what I’m having for dinner, then I know I’m having a bad day.”
And if the pain does come during a race? “Oh, that can be really tough,” he says. “You start thinking, ‘I want this to stop, how can I make it stop?’ It’s a strange high about being an endurance athlete, when I’m very focused on what I’m doing.”
As a schoolboy, Brownlee says he “couldn’t sit still” and channelled his energy into athletics. “I was pretty useless at cross country running,” he laughs. “But it caught my imagination and taught me that the harder I worked the better I got.”
The fruits of Brownlee’s hard work so far are two world triathlon titles, four European titles, a Commonwealth gold medal and those consecutive Olympic golds in London and Rio. An Olympic triathlon (1,500m swim, 40km bike, 10km run) is shorter than an Ironman. In his first Ironman in Hawaii in October 2019 Brownlee finished 21st, but in his second, in Australia two months later, he won.
Is he obsessed with winning? “No, I’m not actually,” says Brownlee. “I’m very pragmatic. I go out and train as hard as I can to help me win the race and if things don’t go my way – I think there is a bit of luck involved – I move on quickly and focus on the next challenge.”